Today is Friday January 13, the day before the two year and two month anniversary of THE DAY. I realized the significance of today only because I noticed my heartache was back in a big way.
So I posted on JJ’s facebook wall about it. Sometimes when I do that it makes me feel like I’m talking to him for real. I asked him if I’d ever understand…if I’m even supposed to ever understand…but said not to bother answering because I already knew (the answer is no).
First, with a song “Calling Elvis” by Dire Straits. The first song that played on the radio after I got into my car. The third Elvis sign I’ve received after I asked for it a few weeks ago. Then, unmistakably. As I pulled into a parking space at my destination my eye went to the license plate on the car in the next space. It said ILOVEJIL.
So, he didn’t exactly answer my questions. But I did get an I Love You – which reminds me that Love Is The Most Important Thing.
Love is always the answer.